little info

halo halo it's me again. well, i know that nobody will read these craps but i don't care. a little information, aku keterima di Fakultas Kedokteran UNAIR :) alhamdulillah. but still i'll take the SNMPTN test. next mission : kembalikan 75 jutaku! honestly, aku semangat buat ikutan SNMPTN. benernya, aku juga masih semangat ikutan intensif di SSC kalo nggak di kelas itu. ya ampun, rasanya garing di kelas itu walopun ada temenku. jadi, aku baru 1,5 kali ikutan intensif dan ga pernah ikutan try out. i hate that class.

something you don't know about me : i go to the psychiatrist once in two weeks. ternyata aku punya masalah yang selalu aku pendem. jadi aku gampang stres. shortly, i have an internalizing disorder. just google it in case you dont know what's that. hanya saja aku tau bahwa masalah itu benernya cuma ada di pikiranku and it doesn't really happen. it's hard for me to tell my probs to my best friends. kadang aku mikir kalo mereka itu benci aku. mereka itu ga suka sama aku. mereka itu bosen sama aku. mereka lebih suka kalo aku nggak ada.

when it came to the long holiday, nobody texted me. ya ada sih cuma satu. untungnya dia bilang dia kangen ga liat aku di ssc haha. i was sick and nobody asked "how are you? where have you been?" iya sih aku ga eksis di twitter FB while they prefer twitter FB than texting. hanya saja itu membuatku sedikit sedih karena ga ada yang tanya kabarku. kenapa aku ga sms mereka duluan? HAPEKU RUSAK OHMAIGAT! and i didnt even remember their numbers :/ jadi sekarang aku pake HP hadiah door prize tapi nomernya tetep. kenapa aku ga buka twitter FB aja? benernya sih aku ga seberapa suka, ga tau kenapa. jadi males deh buka. so i blog about how i feel. even nobody read it, at least bisa meringankan hidupku :)

now, i'm ready to come back to the sea of SNMPTN books :D

GIVE ME BACK MY 75 MILLIONS!