After quite a while

Hello fans or followers or anyone out there! It's been, well, more than 3 months since my last post, I guess. Many things have happened and 24 hours won't be enough to tell you about what I've been through recently! One thing that I know is that I'm so damn busy with my college life. FYI, I take Medical Study in Airlangga University :)) Well, wish me luck then. :*

hai

hai semua! apa kabar kalian? aku harap kalian sehat-sehat saja ya #apasih. lagi libur kuliah nih, sombong bener haha. hampir sebulan ospek, ragaku hancur, jiwaku ya gitu-gitu aja deh. tidak ada perubahan signifikan, kayaknya. stres juga enggak. biasa aja.. inget jaman PERISAI dulu. parah banget tuh sampe nangis. dampaknya kena ospek udah cukup terbiasa deh. sekarang? nangis aja nggak pernah ckck.

yang nggak biasa adalah masuk medika 3 kali. ga tau gimana ceritanya kok sekarang jadi punya asma -.- tiba-tiba panas sampe 39 derajat trus bikin panik mbak masnya. aneh sekali.. pada akhirnya, aku ga boleh puasa deh sama mama. udah bolong 13 hari nih, aku bingung nyaur utangnya begimana ya?

itulah berita terakhir dari saya. selamat pagi dan selamat sahur bagi yang menjalankan puasa.

tes tes

nyoba gimana ngeblog lewat hape hehe

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what i listen currently

Landon Pigg
you know, i love him since i watched "Whip It". soon i downloaded all of his album and his voice is soooooooooooo uenak. and i think he has a cute face. i just want my future BF looks like him.
Recommendation : A Ghost, Blue Skies, Falling In Love At The Coffee Shop, The Boy Who Never

little info

halo halo it's me again. well, i know that nobody will read these craps but i don't care. a little information, aku keterima di Fakultas Kedokteran UNAIR :) alhamdulillah. but still i'll take the SNMPTN test. next mission : kembalikan 75 jutaku! honestly, aku semangat buat ikutan SNMPTN. benernya, aku juga masih semangat ikutan intensif di SSC kalo nggak di kelas itu. ya ampun, rasanya garing di kelas itu walopun ada temenku. jadi, aku baru 1,5 kali ikutan intensif dan ga pernah ikutan try out. i hate that class.

something you don't know about me : i go to the psychiatrist once in two weeks. ternyata aku punya masalah yang selalu aku pendem. jadi aku gampang stres. shortly, i have an internalizing disorder. just google it in case you dont know what's that. hanya saja aku tau bahwa masalah itu benernya cuma ada di pikiranku and it doesn't really happen. it's hard for me to tell my probs to my best friends. kadang aku mikir kalo mereka itu benci aku. mereka itu ga suka sama aku. mereka itu bosen sama aku. mereka lebih suka kalo aku nggak ada.

when it came to the long holiday, nobody texted me. ya ada sih cuma satu. untungnya dia bilang dia kangen ga liat aku di ssc haha. i was sick and nobody asked "how are you? where have you been?" iya sih aku ga eksis di twitter FB while they prefer twitter FB than texting. hanya saja itu membuatku sedikit sedih karena ga ada yang tanya kabarku. kenapa aku ga sms mereka duluan? HAPEKU RUSAK OHMAIGAT! and i didnt even remember their numbers :/ jadi sekarang aku pake HP hadiah door prize tapi nomernya tetep. kenapa aku ga buka twitter FB aja? benernya sih aku ga seberapa suka, ga tau kenapa. jadi males deh buka. so i blog about how i feel. even nobody read it, at least bisa meringankan hidupku :)

now, i'm ready to come back to the sea of SNMPTN books :D

GIVE ME BACK MY 75 MILLIONS!

you can't always get what you want

what am I afraid of the most? F-A-I-L-U-R-E. jujur aja, aku ga terbiasa hidup dengan kegagalan. so when it comes to the worst, it's just like the end of the world. dua bulan terakhir ini mengajarkanku tentang bagaimana menghadapi kenyataan buruk. well, 2 targetku tahun ini ga terpenuhi dan tiap hari isinya paaaasti nangis. pertama, aku menargetkan buat tembus FK unair lewat PMDK prestasi. sayangnya, gagal. kedua, aku berharap banget rata-rata unasku 9 while i only get 8.5 in average. rasanya hancur banget *lebay* yang tau aku nangis ya cuma orang-orang di rumah. aku bersyukur mereka selalu nyemangatin aku, support aku, dan yang paling penting, ga pernah nyalahin aku. hanya saja rasa kecewa itu ga bisa ditawar lagi.

mamaku selalu bilang, Tuhan pasti punya jalan yang lebih baik buat kita. aku mencoba untuk berpikir seperti itu tapi nggak bisa. walaupun aku udah diterima di 2 universitas, tetep aja itu ga mampu ngobatin rasa kecewaku. jadi untuk menebusnya, aku harus bisa ketrima di PMDK umum unair ini! dan aku masih nungguin pengumumannya hmmm. wish me the best!

geje ah

Q : Am I looking sad or happy in the appropriate place?

A : Well, honey, you already have the face that nobody can sever whether you're sad or happy

update status

it's been a month since i wrote my last post -.- terganjal keterbatasan waktu serta fasilitas, pada akhirnya i can open my hunny-bunny-bloggy. soo, i'm gonna tell you what's happening with me recently since i don't have somebody to talk to rite now huh.

1. GLEE :) the best TV series ever (surely after HOUSE. nothing can beat it)

2. TRY OUT(ssssss)!!!!! it sucks, you know, to do "mbuleti LJK" every morning at school. ngerjain soalnya aja mah gapapa. mbuleti LJK itu yang muales poll --" belum lagi yang di bimbel grr. tiap hari ada PR try out mamen

3. i find that watching DVD is much more interesting than surfing on the internet, since i've become an anti-social person lately. that's why my friends always call me "arek mulihan"

4. aku sekarang gampang sakit huh. masa seminggu ini udah diare 2 kali. parah ya grwtx

5. lagi semangat SSC sekarang :) jadi bisa ketemu cowok lucu kelas sebelah hihi. promise me not to tell anybody that i have a crush. fortunately, nobody knows it whatsoever

6. my dad is baaaack! undoubtedly can't wait him and my doctor martens (well, my dad bought me the pink one by the way)

iseng

DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN 3 WORDS

silly, sensitive, sensual

3 THINGS YOU DO WHILE TAKING POO

reading magazines, texting message, singing

3 FAVORITE TV SHOWS

house, so you think you can dance, biggest loser

3 FAVORITE SNACKS

cadbury, ferrero rocher, chocolatos

3 HOTTEST GUY(s) 

gerard butler, george clooney, chris pine

3 THINGS THAT REALLY ANNOY YOU

gagal download, copycat, orang sombong

3 MOST RECOMMENDED ALBUMS

quiet down-adhitia sofyan, nowhere to go-endah n rhesa, all john legend albums

3 BOOKS YOU READ RECENTLY

Persiapan Menghadapi UN SMA IPA 2010, TPA dan Strategi Menaklukkannya, CosmoGirl

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO HAVE

SE Satio, Mini Cooper, new tele or tilt-shift lens

3 PERSONS WHO MADE YOU LAUGH LATELY

i even forget when was the last time i laughed --"

thank God it's january

aku bersyukur aku dikelilingi oleh orang-orang yang sangat sayang dan mendukung aku. walaupun agak berat, Allah masih ngasih jalan sama aku. honestly, i've never been this close to God and God always and will always help me by sending His angels. yes! that's my family and my super great best friends. alhamdulillah :)

i miss you

nggak kerasa  ini udah satu bulan papa meninggalkan kami. no no no! bukan meninggal dunia ya. he's in brisbane, australia. dan papa baru kembali tanggal 19 maret. 3 hari sebelum aku UNAS. well, i do really miss him extremely much much. i cried while i was calling him last week. i just hope he'll be home soon. 

p.s. : i'm waiting for my yellow doctor martens :)

resolusi 2010

my ultimate resolutions

1. masuk FK UNAIR lewat PMDK Prestasi

2. semua ulangan nilainya bagus ga ada yang remidi

3. lulus UNAS nilainya memuaskan dan rata-rata di atas 9

4. sholatnya enggak telat lagi + lebih deket sama Allah

5. enggak gampang marah lagi

6. dapet temen baru

7. bisa nyetir dan parkir dengan baik dan benar + bisa slalom dan ngedrift

8. belajar salsa dan yoga

9. ambil les fotografi

10. belajar bahasa jerman di goethe

11. olahraga rutin tiap minggu

12. tambah tinggi 2-3 cm + ngurusin badan!

13. jadi orang yang lebih baik :)