sst

have you kept a secret from your really close friends? actually, yes i have. bedanya adalah aku jadi victim yang tidak diberitahu secret itu. aku merasa kalo she keeps something from me. she knows something which is extremely important for me. and she, as i think, doesn't want to tell me what it is. i really do want to ask her about that. masalahnya aku sungkan coz i've asked her about it millions times. and i doubt that if i know the truth, i'll be down. again. well, just so you know, i've been in this condition several times. and i hope a happy-ending badly. 

which one is better, facing the truth or keeping clueless?